Hi! My name is ezra, and i have no idea how to do this or how to code but I want to! I want to tell you things about myself and I want to make friends, see?? Well, I hope I can learn how to format HTML and CSS haha! But im not worried about it, I can even just type in here, and it works well enough for me!
The thing I love about neocities is the community of it!! I can be here and be myself and not feel like im performing or bothering anybody like on instagram.... AND, it gives me a place to talk to people about the things I love! Recently I've been very into
I was thinking of changing the name of the site to something more creative and that represented me more, but i dont think anything else could represent me any better! Enxzra? Ezra's.... thoughts? Maybe not even my name, maybe the title could be something i enjoy? a word I enjoy or a something I feel connected to? I'm not sure. I've never had an alias online, ive always just been ezra. I think after changing your name once, the idea of an alias looses its thrill. I've had to fight to be ezra, and I sometimes doubt even that title.
I wonder how to create pages....
Right now, my focus is on a project in blender, a project I've been calling starbox. I think it would fit in well on this site, but I can't upload videos. I made a website on Wix once. It was really beautiful actually. I wonder if it still exists.....
someone is playing music outside my window. "all the trees are brown....(all the trees are brown) and the sky is grey....(and the sky is grey)
I just found out I still own the email address ezra@ezraroberts.com isnt that so strange? I wonder if i still own ez@ezrainer.com.
Woah my Wix site does still exist! I never published it because I found out the price for Wix, but it was snazzy as hell! I put this thing together before I started at University, I thought it would be a good idea to have a website going in, for marketing reasons... lol. I spent a couple days working on it and I had a blast. I wish I could pirate the code from that website and upload it here! Definetly some good ideas in here, love it. super cute. 10/10.
Here's the link.Looks like it is published! cool :).
anyway right now I am working in Blender and I am sooooo excited about it. Im also excited about this website though! Ive been wanting something like this for a long time and it's definetly exciting. Bro dont tell me- should i be working on my blender project?? Noooo way dude.
right now I am reading three books. Or maybe just two. I am reading From Then and Beyond - conversations with Carolee Schneeman and Do Androids Dream of electric Sheep by Philip K. Dick. Both of them are good.
Did you know some people monetize access to themself? Did you know people post essays on Patreon that people pay to read? And it's not a bad Idea either. Im thinking of my drawings, my many many drawings, and this website as a place for me, and my relationship to the rest of the world. Am I a transparent sponge? What is a transparent sponge? Or am I a black box with a little keyhole you may peek through?
i guess it doesnt matter either way. I am a bit of both. No matter how much I share, there will always be more that is hidden.